ABOUT ME
Not a perfect brand robot.
I was born in Germany in 1981, moved to Slovenia where I studied visual merchandising and design, and now I live in Croatia.
I love building things from scratch, painting, photography, travelling, good food and writing. Health and depression made some of that harder lately, but it is still part of who I am.
I am emotional, chaotic and I have my heart on my tongue. I can be sweet, loud, sarcastic, impatient, toxic in-game sometimes, and still the kind of person who tries to keep a promise when I make one.
WHAT MATTERS
Honesty over perfect vibes.
I hate lies, dishonesty, broken promises and people taking others for granted. I do not trust words easily anymore, because I have been used for being helpful too many times.
Still, I know what it feels like to be alone or stuck in a dark place, so I sometimes still give people chances. The stream is meant to be real, not fake-perfect.
CATMEOW FAMILY
Charly, Macho and the memories.
I love cats, obviously. Charly is my cat and my love. He does not judge me and is actually happy to see me every single day.
Macho is the cat I lost, and he still matters. I made a bot inspired by him so chat feels a little less empty, answers questions and keeps people company when the room is quiet.
Bella and Anastasya belong here too. Bella sadly disappeared and probably passed away. Anastasya, who looked like a Russian Blue, disappeared too and was probably stolen. They are still part of my purry family.
WHY GAMING
An escape with open doors.
Gaming is where I escape reality and go into a world where possibilities still feel open. Some days that matters more than people know.
On Twitch I stream sometimes as a VTuber and sometimes not, depending on the stream and the mood. Maybe one day I will stream to people who actually stay, show up for me and make the chat feel alive.